I know, I am not posting many photos lately. Since Ben has been in the hospital, we've been living day-to-day, focusing on basic needs (Reagan's, the kids', mine). I am incredibly thankful for our family and friends who have stepped in to support our family; trust me when I say this, this is not something where some people are "doing lots of things" and others are "not doing anything." We need every ounce of help we can get...whether it be carpooling, providing support for our kids, taking kids to get haircuts...or prayers. Prayers are huge. The prayers and the knowledge that "this" is in God's hands - not the doctors', not ours, not the nurses' - give us a renewed focus and purpose each day. And for that, we are thankful. I wouldn't be this calm and controlled if I didn't trust in a God who will see us through this...truly. :) To be honest, I do freak out sometimes and I do get sad. I am human, and I do worry. But, I give myself a tiny pep talk and I refer back to a verse that my friend Kate referred to recently... "But you are to hold fast to the Lord your God, as you have until now"... from Joshua, 23: 8. I'll say this. God has NEVER let me down. He has definitely thrown me some curve balls...but ultimately, all for good. His plan may be revealed to me in 6 months or 11 years...and it will be for good. I trust this with my whole heart. :) In the meantime, here are some cute pictures of the kids. :)

Walker catching a ball :)
Walker and his friend Seth - eating at Whataburger after their football game
Lainey, at a slumber party, after receiving a beautiful makeover from someone who was blindfolded
Lainey, giving a beautiful makeover
Lainey and Kaitlyn, friends since they were THREE years old. Thank you, Kaitlyn, for an awesome slumber party. :)
Walker, having fun at Emmy's pool
Lainey :)
sick girl, with 103 fever :(
Walker and Kasen....they are like brothers. I'm thankful for this family! :)